“Words”, Radiolab
3. Jill Bolte Taylor discusses the loss of silence when
reaching a certain point in relearning language after experiencing a stroke.
She says that she misses the calm, peacefulness associated with lack of
communication. Since she had no memories or ability to think the way adults do,
she reverted back to a child-like state, only experiencing the world with her
senses. This state of being sounds appealing, maybe for a PhD in neurology who
has achieved 10+ years of university and has to return to that same academic
environment, surrounded by people anxious to speak to her about her experience
of ‘rebirth’. Personally, I would rather possess language, the ability to
communicate my thoughts and feelings. Taylor talks about the frustration she
experienced when she still could not link words in her head together to make
comprehensible phrases. In this situation, where one is not deaf and can hear
but not speak, I feel as though I’d choose to live a life full of relationships
in which complex interactions are exchanged. The company and contact of other
humans is what brings happiness in life.
4. Susan Schaller’s student, Ildefonso began as a shy,
introvert in deaf classes. While mental silence might be appealing to some, I
believe that after 27 years Ildefonso craved what he learned through language.
Even though he cannot remember his thought process before words and phrases
clouded his mind, must have yearned for the ease which communication brings. He
kept returning to classes day after day, whether for his uncle’s sake or his
own. He eventually grasped the concept of communication and continued to
explore the realm of thought. One cannot be forced to learn, he wanted to. Just
as he cannot return to his friends and communicate with them, Ildefonso found
language necessary and abandoned the solitude he previously experienced.
“How to Tame a Wild Tongue” by Gloria Anzaldua
3. Just like Anzaldua identifies as mestiza, so do I. My
father is Anglo American, a clusterfuck of Nordic ancestry, and my mother is
Mexican, the real Mexican of Spanish and Native American heritage. My
grandmother on my father’s side comes from Branson, Missouri where we’d spend
summers riding our bikes around Long Beach and jumping in the lake, then going
to Silver Dollar City and spend all day riding rollercoasters. Summers spent in
Laredo, TX were between aunts, uncles, and abuela’s houses doing their manual
labor, making caldos in Tia Nani’s kitchen, and listening to chisme about our
family. This has created an awkward inbalance of culture. On one hand, I speak
Spanish and enjoy a little cumbia now and then. On the other hand, my Spanish
is choppy and I’m no Selena. However, when asked what I am, I proudly answer
Mexican. Despite that I’m not from Mexico, I am from El Paso. I will always be
a border-town girl, a Chicana. I look ‘white’, I act ‘white’, people don’t
believe I’m anything other than ‘white’. I negotiate between these identities
by feeling one in my soul, my true identity, and merely being the other because
that’s how society has shaped me.
4. Denying a group of people their language is a violation
of the first amendment. Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness lay the
foundation for this country. If people want to speak Spanish and it makes them
happy, so be it. The Constitution provides that freedom. Denying a group of
people their language is also an act of violence. Students have been whipped,
beaten, and bullied in schools for speaking Spanish. Violence is defined by
physical anguish intended to hurt, damage, or kill someone or something. The
alienation of a people causes pain and suffering, of the mind and heart. I
agree wholeheartedly, the oppression of an ethnic group violates the supposed
unalienable rights our country guarantees.